[created] for something greater


i am KUNG-FU MASTER!
May 31, 2007, 4:33 pm
Filed under: Random, Random Fact, Random story, What's been happening

I AM KUNG-FU MASTER IN

PRO-CRAS-TIN-A-TION… STYLE! (said in a corny kung-fu-saying-what-sytle-i-am good-at way with bad voice over dubbing)

Well over the past couple of assignments i have really seen a master of the skill of procrastination in my life. Yep i believe i am a full pledge master of it. Not just have the ability, not just having the skillz, but having a MASTERY OF IT!

Let me give you an example of why. On Wednesday i had an assignment due. Ok it was hard and no one that i knew in education knew how to do it. But on tuesday night i hadn’t started so i decided to start it. at midnite… but hunger pains got to me so i decided to make some nachos with bacon *mmm yum*… then ok FOXTEL is the biggest killer i think i watched it for like a good 3 or 4 hours. So now it is 4 am. There is nothing on foxtel that interests me… i already feel bad for eating. you no what i did. I went to play piano HAHAHA… then guitar HAHAHA… then i came and sat in front of the tv flicked from channel 100 to 810 over and over again till smeone came on that interested me. THen i offically started my assignment at 6 am out of urgency haha.

Yeap you can probably say i am a master of it… when it comes to studying tho.

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x1rah7_spongebob-squarepants-procrastinati

This episode of spongebob is almost EXACTLY what i am like when i need to study. Cept for the hallucinating and all that talking clock stuff haha. its a MUST WATCH EPISODE MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MSUT MUST MUST!!!! IT IS REALLY AN ACCURATE REPRESENTATION OF MY LIFE!!!

I am also now offcially a master of BURNT-PORRIDGE STYLE!!!

I talked about my skill in burning porridge in my post Mum’s and Microwaves | Son’s and Saucepans

And i decided to have porridge just about 20 minutes ago… YES I BURNT IT AGAIN! GAH!… Sorry no pictures coz i had to clean it up before mum got home or else ULTIMATE PAY OUT TIME… FROM MY MUM!!! now we cant let that happen!

Oh wellz… But praying to God to help me unmaster these unecessary skillz. hmm maybe not to much coz they are who i am haha… but enough so that i procrastinate to mayb… 2 days b4 an assignment/exam and… ok NEVER BURN MY PORRIDGE! coz i love that stuff!!!



[saved] by the gospel!
May 30, 2007, 2:50 pm
Filed under: What's been happening

MY GOD IS ROCK MY STRENGTH MY FORTRESS AND MY REFUGE
MY GOD IS ROCK MY STRENGTH SO WHO SHALL I FEAR!

The words, the music still ringing in my revived bones!  Wow, need a wake up call… turn on some G-O-S-P-E-L and feel the Holy Spirit just bring you back to life!  That’s what happened to me today!

After spending all night doing a seemingly impossible assignment i was driving to uni and i was so tired! i was trying so hard to stay focused and stay awake.  I blasted the music but it didn’t seem to work.  I arrived at uni safely.  Thank God.  Went to my tute… fell asleep… i think i got laughed at… handed in my assignment then it was time to head home.  I was telling my friend that i was pretty tired and was a bit worried about driving home.  Well as soon as i got into the car the next song the played off my iPod was some good ol’ Gospel music

Kirk Franklin - Brighter Day

As i listened to the lyrics, bopped my head to the funky Gospel beat i just felt a new energy come over me!  My bones weren’t tired, my head was clear and my eyelids weren’t heavy.  As i continued driving along the highway (very notorious for being boring and making you fall asleep) the gospel music just keep coming, the WHOLE trip home was Gospel music! This was quite miraculous since my iPod was on shuffle!

Track after track

Israel Houghton - We got the victory
Israel Houghton - Trading my Sorrows
Israel Houghton - Blessed be the rock
Kirk Franklin - Revolution

Man i really believe God played those tracks for me!  To keep me awake and to keep the faith up! WOOT WOOT… seriously if you haven’t heard this stuff you gotta.  It just makes you wanna get up and dance and sing at the top of your lungs!

JOY IS HERE, WAKE UP!!!!
WE GOT THE VICTORY, WE WIN!!!



Mum’s and Microwaves | Son’s and Saucepans
May 28, 2007, 6:40 pm
Filed under: Random story

I thought I’d share this little story because I find it quite amusing. And for those who know my mum will probably understand why. Don’t worry this is a short story.

Well I’m doing my work on my laptop and mums in the kitchen reheating something in the microwave. About a minute later i here a gasp of shock and horror and my mums signature… OH NO! The next words that come our of her mouth are words which puzzled me.

“I BURNT MY PIECE OF CAKE!”

First thought, what the, how’d she do that? So I ask her and she says she put her piece of cake in the microwave for not 10 seconds, not 20 seconds, not even 30 seconds but 1 WHOLE minute!

So now the house smells like burnt cake. I had a look at it and its rock solid, burnt to a crisp! Looks much like someone i know. HAHA JUST JOKING.

Now on to the saucepans. If i am going to disrespect my mother and pay her out i have to balance the equation right. After laughing at my mum for a good couple of minutes she has to dig up the past. Yes i am infamous in this house for burning PORRIDGE.

I ADMIT… i think 75% of the time ive burnt my porridge. And mum never lets me forget. It’s just that the porridge boils up so fast compared to normal water! I’ve burnt my porridge SO bad that once i turned the saucepan upside down and it fell onto the counter as one big clump, in the shape of the bottom of the saucepan. Yep it was like a rubbery cake.  I cannot count the number of times ive had to open all the doors and windows, face the fan to blow the air from inside the house outside so that i dont get laughed at.  Again… and Again… and Again…

anyways thats my random story for the day! YAY



[revival] where has it gone? Part 2
May 27, 2007, 10:44 pm
Filed under: Personal

Well this is part 2 of my 3 part series.  Probably wondering where the talk about revival is, be patient it shall soon come.

Recap of last story: UNI SUCKS at the moment but trying to push through.   God’s call is really the only motivation to continue on, but the negative motivation is quite a lot.

Well after shepherding with my scarily but thank God for annoited shepherd who seems to know my inner desires and feelings (creepy.  Just joking).  We headed off to our prayer meeting which is where the intro of the first part of this 3 part series kicked off.  Well prayer meeting began and my spirit felt really lifted by God’s presence that night.  I really love prayer meeting because it proves that you don’t need fancy equipment and a full band to lure in the presence of God.  All it takes is the heart to want to praise and worship God and His presence is instantly lured to the place.

Well as the night continued i was just in awe of the message.  Pastor Wilson began to speak about perseverance in  all aspects of our life.  To persevere and see the greater glory of God than just the situation whether it be tough or easy road ahead.  Instantly God reminded me of my studies.  To persevere through and see the greater glory my studies with bring to God.  I knelt down before God and repented of my own selfish desires and for God to fill me with a hunger and love for Him that would surpass any feelings of discouragement to my studies.  The tears began to stream down my face as the worship team began to sing Jesus, Lover of my soul.

I love You
I need You
Though my world may fall
I’ll never let You go
My Saviour
My closest friend
I will worship You until the very end

Then there came a moment of silence, with just the synth playing and what a powerful moment that was, the highlight of my day.  It wasn’t an awkward silence but it was a silence that demanded you to bow in awe and in fear before the King of Kings.  I knelt before God, i tried to speak but i couldn’t it was as if.  I believe that every single person that night was fully immersed in God’s presence.  Not a single sound could be heard except for synth, it was as if the whole world had stopped to honour the Lord.  Word’s really cannot describe God’s presence that night.  The only thing i could do was cry.  As the muso’s began to play again, i was kinda disappointed… i could knelt down in God’s presence forever, but as the muso’s began to play i began to just tell God

I Need You

The night continued and we began to pray for perseverance in all aspects of our lives.  In ministry, in church, in our lifegroups, in our personal lives, in our faith, in our spiritual gifts, in seeing miracles.  Everything.

I left prayer meeting that night feeling so refreshed.  Feeling so in awe of just God’s perfect timing.  For a while i had been wanting to call Nick about my Uni dilemma but tjhings either didnt turn out or i never acted upon it but for some reason God really prompting me to tell nick that particular week and i now understand why.

The next day i went to Uni with a different attitude although i didnt sleep the whole night before (last minute assignments) i decided to look past myself and to come to uni with a good attitude.  And to my surprise i really enjoyed the day and thanked God for just an awesome day.  The bloke i am trying to reach out to was surprisingly quite open and friendly to me that day, after our lecture we just hung out at the bus stop and talked which is something that doesnt usually happen.  When i rocked up the lecture he greeted me first with a familiar greeting. “Whoa your actually here today? you havnet been to a lecture in ages”  haha he doesnt often talk to me first… then the tute after was pretty good, very interesting.

Overall God really gave ma a WHOLE new perspective on life.  I’ve been told many times about doing things for God but i never really… desired it until this week.

God, i thank you so much for changing my perspective.   And i thank you for allowing me to feel your most tangible and real presence that night at prayer meeting.  You truly know me inside and out.  You even know the perfect timing for things to happen so that you can bring full impact in what you are teaching me about.  I promise i will try my hardest to beat my fleshly desire to quit and i will not only look at the prize at the end of the race but the disciplines taught throughout the obstacles.  But i cannot do this alone.  Give me strength Lord to persevere through.  Give me the reassurance that i can cast my worries and burdens upon you Lord.  Thank you for what you are doing in my life.  Continue to transform me and mold me into who you want me to be.  Not my will but Your will be done Lord.



Another Year Down for Mae
May 26, 2007, 3:32 am
Filed under: Photos

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Love the T… i know ya do… especially since my name begins wif J. get it JT… haha… ok lame

 

Just wanted to say happy birthday Mae. It has been great getting to know over the past year, feels like longer eh. I am constantly encouraged by your deep, genuine, insatiable hunger for God, His Word and His touch upon your life. I think my favourite memory of you was at ablaze camp last year (BOOxx you cant come this year :() sharing your word from God to powerhouse. I thank God that you came to ablaze, i think id have lost my voice being one of the only LOUD ones in ablaze, but now the burden is shared amongst many! haha..

 

God has given you a heart of gold, and a personality to match. You go out of your way to make every person feel special in their own special way. Your heart, and love for God will take you furthur than you’ve ever dreamed. I never worry about you because i know that in your heart you can never deny God, even if your world was to fall apart, turned upside down and inside out, you maybe a bit cut and angry at God but you will never deny God.

 

Keep up the faith sister.

 

Here is a scripture God has placed on my heart for you.
Hebrews 12:1-3 -

“Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a huge crowd of witnesses to the life of faith, let us strip off every weight that slows us down, especially the sin that so easily trips us up. And let us run with endurance the race God has set before us. We do this by keeping our eyes on Jesus, the champion who initiates and perfects our faith…”



[revival] where has it gone? Part 1
May 25, 2007, 1:51 pm
Filed under: Personal, What's been happening

On Tuesday night I attended the every 2nd and 4th tuesday of the month prayer meeting {touching heaven, touching deep}.  And as usual God’s presence was so moving in that place.   Prior to prayer meeting I had some spiritual mentoring with non-other than mr Nick Lim and we had spoke just about my struggle with my motivation to continue studying.  Bascially, i want to graduate and i want to teach i am 100% sure that God’s plan for my life is to be a teacher, because when i think of doing anything else nothing satisfies me and tugs at my heart as much as teaching.  But at the moment i am just not motivated to study, im not really enjoying uni.  Some people have thought that it is because i am trying to balance ministry and uni and social and family life, but thats not the case.  I am not stressed and i thank God he has wired me in a way that is able to grasp and seperate these parts of my life in a way that i can mentally organise my time so that i can finish each task, but i am enjoying ministry family and social life so i like doing them, but uni i am just not enjoying it so i dont really want to do it.

As we continued to talk more Nick with his super annoiting spoke how he felt about me in this situation and what he said was so spot on i couldn’t believe it!  He said that he feels that the reason why i am still pushing through and continuing on with uni (because this isnt the first time ive wanted to take a break from uni) is because of firstly, the call of God upon my life and second, my love for people.  And that is so true, like i said before i can’t imagine doing anything else and one of the other reasons i stay at uni is because i want to take this opportunity to reach out to university students.

Then Nick pretty much just spoke about persevering and bringing God glory through everything we do and also seeing not just the academic outcome of university but the disciplines it teaches you, to not see the pain and the time and effort needed to go into studying for an exam or reasearching for an assignment but to see the life applicability and to value the assignment, not in its content but what disciplines it brings out in you as you do the assessment.  Disciplines such as time management, problem solving, research, forming opinions from an unbias perspective etc.

I think another reason why i am not enjoying uni is because of the many times i have failed God in reaching out to my friends, or the sheer rejection i get from friends (not even in terms of evaxing to them).  In first term i had a couple guys i wanted to reach out to but the friendship seemed to be like the type that would end at the end of semester.  And they kinda did, but in 2nd semester they were in my classes again and they actually would come and talk to me and sit with me, but because of my laziness i never really saw them much and lost my opportunity.  And now this semester i really believe God wants me to reach out to this certain fella but its been such a struggle, a lot of my time is trying to make friends with this guy but it seems to not go anywhere and i think im getting a bit frustrated!

God, i pray that you will help me get through this season of my life.  Change me and mould me.  Use me to be an example to those around me.  Lord i am struggling to see the value of my studies, i see the end of the race and the rewards at the end of the race but am not willing to run towards it.  Give me the strength, willingness, discipline and perseverance to run this race.  Give me a new, fresh perspective of my studies, let me not just see the final outcome and grades of my studies but the life lessons learnt from not just my whole course but from each exam, each assignment, each lecture, each reading, each day i go to.

Lord i pray that you will help me to persevere in reaching out to my friends.  Give me the patience to see their hearts open and ultimate their soul saved.  

Lord i need you more than ever, help me to beat my fleshly desire to give up, stay home and take the easy route out.



Doing T.O.M. was a great feeling part 1
May 25, 2007, 12:44 am
Filed under: Random story

I havent blogged in a while so i thought i would blog about my T.O.M experience in grade 10

If your wondering what T.O.M. stands for its

Tournament Of the Minds.

The other night while talking to my buddy Phil somehow the story of my T.O.M. experience came up.  If your wondering, T.O.M. is a nationwide (might even be international-wide) for primary to highschool (up to year 10).  Basically you have teams of about 7-10 made up of  different grades.  Of course primary schoolers with primary schoolers and high schoolers with high schoolers.   These teams then choose from 3 categories

Maths and Engineering
English
Science

Once you have chosen your category you get given a long term problem to solve and a short term problem to solve.  The Maths section often Build something, English often do a dramatization and science… no idea since no one chose to do the science section.  You get about 8 weeks to figure out the problem then you go to the school that is hosting the district comp for your district, present your drama or thing to some judges, get interviewed as a team, then you are sent off to a room where you have 20 mins as a team to solve the short term problem.  At the end of the day everyone is herded into the hall, the spirit of tournament award is presented (basically team work award) then 3rd 2nd and then the state representative for each category.

Well my experience was a pretty interesting experience.  After we formed our team we chose the english challenge.  Our team was pretty awesome team, some very creative minds and no one was shy.  Our problem was to come up with a drama that is located from one of the locations given, and then you had to incorporate at least 1 item from list A B and C. and had to have one character from each list as well

There are certain rules to the performance

There is a performance space of 4×4m marked out on the ground
There had to always be 2 people in the performance space AT ALL TIMES
There are a list of illegal props and legal props that can be used
If you use an illegal prop at all in your performance you get disqualified

Thats all i can remember, but they are the major rules.  Well after about 6 weeks my group hadn’t come up with anything, often just stuffing around in our meetings or getting frustrated.  So one of my team mates decided to just take on the responsibility of doing the script.   He had an idea and was a drama student so he was knowledgeable in that area, and generally a pretty funny guy so we trusted him.  Week 7 we looked at the scripts and assigned roles and went through the script.  The basics of the script were that we were in a hotel and then a restaurant.  The main characters were the asian bell-boy (me), the edgy frustrated hotel manager, insecure humpty dumpty (which was an emptied out egg with a face drawn on it) and i cant remember much else.  We all came up with our own costumes and then left it at that.  The only object i remember we HAD TO HAVE was the soiled glove, i cant remember the other 2.

The day of the comp arrived and we pretty much just winged it.  Practiced our script a couple of times.  When we walked in, to our surprise one of our 3 judges was actually one of COC’s primary school teachers *phew*  We performed and they loved it! they couldnt stop laughing!  The part that absolutely went off was when I (being the asian clumsy bell boy) knock over humpty dumpy from the table just before the hotel manager lets off all his steam, the hotel manager walks over to the table and starts firing away, while in anger stamping his foot, which humpty happens to be under.  Man you shoulda seen the judges i thinkt hey almost fell off the chair laughing!

Well after that we had our short term problem.  It was pretty easy, but the key to these performances is to be creative and to think out of the box.  We got a picture of a boy looking at a cow with a thought bubble above his head.  Basically we had to fill in the thought bubble.  Now of course we first thought of milking the cow etc.  So after our initial ideas we scrapped them and tried to think out of the box.  I think we ended up with, Uncle Bob’s gonna love dinner tonight.  Or something like that.

The day ended and we were all sitting in the hall, they annouced the spirit of tournament awards (which we won)  talked about the short term question and gave examples of some of the funny creative ones ( i think ours was read out) and then the awards for 3rd and 2nd then the district representative for the state comp.  Each section was announced and to our joy the primary school english team had come first and we’re going to represent the district in the primary english comp at states.  Then the secondary section came around.  They annouced and we didnt really have high hopes.  Then all of a sudden, “the team representing the redland district in the secondary english category is, CHRISTIAN OUTREACH COLLEGE!”  Me and my friend weren’t even listening, we had out discmans in our ears, and next thing we feel this tugging from our supervisor telling us to accept our award.

We couldn’t believe that we had won it was so unexpected.

The next week at assembly we all got up on stage at school, i remember my friend had lost his top button and was wearing this REALLY big badge pinned onto the front of his shirt to old it closed.  it was REALLY BIG, like as big as those badges on those birthday cards you can buy.  He was really worried he’d get in trouble by the principal on stage and all i remember iw alked on stage first, then he walked on after and i just burst out laughing on stage.  So embarrassing.

The moral to this story, well i cant really think of anything HAHAHA it was just a random story, hence categorised under random stories.  But it was a pretty fun experience, and to win was just a bonus.  The states were pretty awesome very very different atmosphere but that is part 2 of the story! haha



LOOKIE IM ON [YOUTUBE]
May 23, 2007, 1:08 am
Filed under: Random Fact

I was apart of a the 20 people choir in highschool called ‘Cantabile’ and i found this video on youtube.  Man i am so black!  We are singing a song called ‘Someone to Watch Over Me’  Old skool jazz song, i really like the harmonies and stuff its pretty nice song.  If you search COCB on youtube you can find 3 more vids.  Haha how funni



the [very] best
May 20, 2007, 11:41 pm
Filed under: Personal, Photos

i’ve changed the moments captured section of my blog.

These boys are my covenant mates,  i really thank God for these guys.  They continue to spur me on in my walk with God but continue to keep me grounded and down to earth.  Yea we do some things that arent so encouraging or maybe not showing the best example but oh wellz i love these guys.

Really appreciate your friendship boys



The Music of Faith
May 19, 2007, 11:41 pm
Filed under: Thoughts

gospel music

–noun a now popularized form of impassioned rhythmic spiritual music rooted in the solo and responsive church singing of rural blacks in the American South, central to the development of rhythm and blues and of soul music.

 im·pas·sioned      [im-pash-uhnd] 

–adjective filled with intense feeling or passion; passionate; ardent.

IMPASSIONED RHYTHMIC SPIRITUAL MUSIC.  What a perfect way to describe Gospel Music.  Lately i have become addicted to the soul shaking music.  And over the past week i have concluded.  Gospel music is the music of faith!

The songs just stir such a faith in my heart, the passion of not just the music or the words but of the people singing is what catches my heart.  why is the music of faith? because you have to have FAITH to sing gospel music.  Have to heard them sing? WOW they give everything they have and that is what faith is.  When you have faith in God and His works you cannot doubt.

The story of Peter and Jesus is a perfect example

Matthew 14:30-32 (New International Version)

Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus. 30But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, “Lord, save me!”

31Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. “You of little faith,” he said, “why did you doubt?”

32And when they climbed into the boat, the wind died down.

Peter was actually walking on water, through his faith in jesus he was able to perform this miraculous feat, but as soon as he had doubt… he began to sink!

With song titles like:

He’s Able
Our God is an Awesome God
The Battle is the Lord’s
The Latter Will Be Greater
Blessed be the Rock
We Got The Victory

How can you not have faith when you sing these songs!

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Gospel music, the music of faith.  In need of faith? listen to some kirk franklin, yolanda adams or israel houghton and new breed.

AWESOME.